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Melodiya Myoozik

by Jack Shipley

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1.
I remember dying that day Nothing short of confusion In you, I can recall the sound of memory Played on a music box with space for pulsing But her eyes were still recognizable Behind every mask she wore Those paltry impressions - they were imperfect What are you becoming? I suppose everything really I am at your mercy She had me biting and reeling you closer In every perilous phase of love You could trace over my crooked dried up lingering lines And make my innocence revisited When they see the world with a naked eye I die a little inside because they don’t know about those simple things like Manhattan in the moonlight Say your prayers say them loud on top of the Empire State Building where I dreamed I leapt
2.
Petrified perfectly blue eyes Lush, full head of hair that is bone dry A dirty look that emanates from being shy I ask why Words that glued together many meanings Attracted a bold new kind of feeling Is this boy a real human being? I don’t know Found an old lonesome cold lover Abused and accused by his own mother Pulled and hulled like a piece of rubber What a shame When will his season in hell end A flesh to tend with all but no offend Did he think about the pain to impend? Why didn’t you? "The Sun, the hearth of affection and life, Pours burning love on the delighted earth, And when you lie down in the valley, you can smell How the earth is nubile and very full-blooded; How its huge breast, heaved up by a soul, Is, like God, made of love, and, like woman, of flesh, And that it contains, big with sap and with sunlight, The vast pullulation of all embryos! And everything grows, and everything rises! - O Venus, O Goddess! I long for the days of antique youth, Of lascivious satyrs, and animal fauns, Gods who bit, mad with love, the bark of the boughs, And among water-lilies kissed the Nymph with fair hair! I long for the time when the sap of the world, River water, the rose-coloured blood of green trees Put into the veins of Pan a whole universe!" Insure, obscure, archaic language Unhygienic penned in long French verse freely, imagery, pretty piece of poetry Is this a curse? African migrated merchant Swore off never to write a hard line again Cancer came and took his short life anew Goodbye
3.
The locomotives in your hair The flashing headlights of your glare Sweeter than the flesh of an apple core Slow rhythms hypothesized the corpse The dance of the bugs on the wilted rug The old hammered-hearted hymn they hummed They chanted: “when you die you won’t see the sunset” A gun like a jawbone in your veins Round pumpkins stuck in the wing of your plane Romanticize your melancholic solitude in a way that feels right, in the nude While the dance of the bugs went and raised their mugs The ambitions and emotions went and killed oceans They chanted “Will you know my name in fear?”
4.
I’ve seen pleasures vindicated by the moon A piece of paper with the theme of last June Where were you when wind began to swim? I was starring in the motion picture film Nesting atop an orange island I spotted a million thousand windmills, man How, I wondered, venturing midstream Would I ever reach a point of no return? Fear my west wind and obtain realism Then we can kill the lord's bands I’m too far gone Misinterpret the ministers Fly a platypus past playtime Pulsate your vile wounded vulture And glance and grace your nesting table All that is solid melts into the air Sustained me far enough Telling the fools of my ill ventures I’m too far gone
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Could I be my own hero if I tried? Beat the villain, be the reason his mother cried Direct the ocean to the shore Strip away my greed and not ask for more Have you seen the land living by the breeze and seas? I could only imagine what the summer rain would feel on my hands And I saw the face of an enigmatic girl (oh you, oh you, oh you) With hair that made the whole red world twirl (oh you, oh you, oh you) Sweet soulful conciseness A puddle full of crawl cocoons Agony, oh sweet agony, leave me be Motionless, rendered immobile It’s a virtue short in supply I see a butterfly, I’m so ready for their fall From berries to those lips of yours I've stained Simple moments I’m sure as if you even cared I’d still chase across constellations to kiss you Droplets upon droplets This rains going to make me cry Atoms crushing shades We may well be Go on tell me to be quiet My song will fade to silence anyway Refrain from sour joys they can only last so long Do I simply not belong here? Or do you expect me to flourish?
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The words I say will be here before and after I pass Though, the speaking has retired from my mouth (Do you, do you, do you want to dance?) And as soon as I gazed upon your spotted mask The shimmering artistic tresses of red Flowed like wine, as if Jesus worked a miracle on you You’re enough evidence to believe I’m quite sorry to disappoint I was never anything but myself That was the real me I want to hold the hand that feeds me I couldn’t help but stare at the crowd And notice your great body of knowledge The once-owned property of a mirror What gives me hope in my pessimistic world Is your forced creative action in such a catastrophic time Your need and livelihood, obligation to improvise I can feel you touching my fingers in my dream Every night and it feels so real I want to view the world that you see Oh to be in one of your paintings One of your subjects A time capsule on a linen canvas I want to the work on the academic machine And here he is, back from the grave, back to the call With a preference for working in the real As opposed to the band of abstraction You’re trusting a man who hasn’t endured the consequences, baby!
7.
When I look…into your eyes I see it, you’re outside My place in the world It seems so uncertain, I’m for sure We should lay about in the summer Rest in this eternal evening Wind yourself around my little finger Lemon laced polished flesh along my thin thread Can you weave through this labyrinth with me? This singular cycle with dripping fruits of flavour Slices along the fabric discovered solace in reflection The plow found the dry earth easier I just want to love you forever
8.
You’re so heroic and mythic, Where’s your good fortune? Lean on me with your skin that is Prickly as a sea urchin Rain away the train that fills you into Providence, Rhode Island Or green soft mossy patches In the lakes of highland So they say the dead only have bad dreams You have nightmares The narrow skull beneath your pale oily flesh Surely give snakes a scare All too human but not enough sympathy for the people sympathy for the people The demon slick black hair that you bear Shines with your poppy pelt Central Park West where the leaves dance and prance this is where I’d melt Your uniqueness lies in its fatality Ego wishes you had Breath the air of strong windy heights You’ll see that its worth to be glad All too numen leave me alone at last Have some sympathy for me Sympathy for me
9.
What happened to your pig skin clothes? White patch pit resting on a pumpkin Scarecrow your heart attack rat Those ferns ran a horse-wide muscle That monkey cooked a home on a stove God, please fuck the minds While those bones piled up elephant Through the yellow polluted hollows And the vampire kaleidoscopes I realized the onions had won over my love If the mirrors felt flat fell flopped on a tulip We’d have an orange case on our bands Brown-eyed peas the mascaraed They threw for all of the veterans who served a plate of Saturday blues My fingers flicker pulp of gigantic spoons On a Wednesday fluttered colour ‘cause Friedrich Engels knew Honking the wind flew and blew a berry prune of advantages Mimic franglais patterns spewed out in glue Drink a can of marshmallows to keep the dog gone down Or else the wiggle stems of naked could fill the couch of your week
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My skin is most tender as your fingers blend into me My lips bristle at these hideous thoughts I know I read too loud when I'm thinking of you You’ve got curly red rosey hair Back to back from the ends of the earth In search of the other horizons I've found a home in your honest eyes It was the only destination I needed Oh, Roisin you were in my dream last night I miss the tickles - the vibrations from your longing laugh Cold loving prose you stole all of my own clothes I’d let the world end knowing I had met the best I could list the details of everything you’ve ever told me But I'm too shy to express how much I like you This interlude is far too long for me (Wherever you are) please don’t lose faith (Wherever you are) amid concrete and clay (Wherever you are) I just want my chance (Wherever you are) Only with you
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Pronounced meh-law-dee-yah myoozik

Very special thanks to my great friend Daniel Tadic for doing the album artwork and contributing additional guitar arrangements/playing on track 3!

A special thanks to Leah Dilger for her contributions to piano on tracks 1, 7 & 8, backup vocals on track 3 and for letting me borrow her bass guitar when I really needed it!

Thank you Hannah Dilger for the great harmonica playing on track 7!

Thank you to the incredible Bryn Richmond for playing my messy violin arrangements on 1 - 3, Matt Giella for the fantastic trumpet playing on track 2 and thank you Lorenzo Buffa for the wicked double bass/electric bass playing on 3 and 5. The songs wouldn’t sound any good if it weren’t for your talents.

Thank you, of course, to the rest of my friends and family for just existing in my life because I love you all.

This album is dedicated to the French poet Arthur Rimbaud

I hope you enjoy my myoozik

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released August 30, 2022

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